[HUMAN] knight, toya Jul 22, 2014 22:44:35 GMT
Post by TOYA KNIGHT on Jul 22, 2014 22:44:35 GMT
- Ice cream
- Pork and Chicken
- Collecting sea shells
- Spider Killers
- His memories
- Playing with matches
- Being weak
- Losing a fight
• Following Subaru around, if only to keep them safe.
• Looking down at the ground when he feels uncomfortable
• Touching the location of the scar, where he was stabbed by Subaru.
• Losing Subaru? He's like the only person Toya has left that treats him right.
• puts others ahead of himself
• overly caring
• hating himself
• self abuse
• too trusting
Toya has black hair with bangs hanging in his face. They hang in the middle of his almost purple eyes that sometimes seem almost blank. Empty even. A very thin body with very little muscle on it, he almost seems sick. Tan skin complexion instead of pale, he tends to color random pieces of his hair with odd colors. He doesn't really like to keep to his family desires. Those people aren't important to him anymore, it's only Subaru so if he doesn't like it then Toya won't do it. He's only about 5'1 since his height hasn't changed in a few years. It probably won't, he's probably at the end of his growth period. A blue shirt with gold and black straps wrapped around his chest. The shirt seems to be a bit longer hanging a bit lower around his waist. He has a black scarf that he usually keeps around his neck even though Toya's shirt has no sleeves on it. So it seems a bit odd with his outfit. Blue pants with gold stripes down them, though sometimes he just has plain blue with no designs. Gold and blue shoes that match the whole outfit though most of the time he wanders around barefooted. He does like to wear clothes cover his body more then anything lately but he won't say why. The scar on his side, it's from Subaru stabbing him it still hurts from time to time though he doesn't talk about it.
Toya's mother seemed mostly normal till the day his father vanished, they believed him to be dead after all. She slowly started to change hurting her young son. He grew up believing it was normal hating himself just for her. Barely talking to anyone but never letting that smile small. Even if he was questioned about the bruises he said he fell. Typical response for someone abused right? But he made sure they believed it maybe because of how many times he said that sentence. Only having one older brother who left shortly after his father died Toya was left alone. His family only seemed to fall apart further with his brother leaving. Toya would avoid spending time at home just to get away from it. She didn't know anything about him though, what he was really doing. Toya's mother only thought he was getting into trouble so she started trying to control the boy more.
That is till he met Subaru, they seemed mostly nice to him after all. Not trying to throw him out or hurt him. Tease him like others had. In a place where Toya didn't feel wanted by his mother, or her family and his brother was too far away it gave him a sense of comfort. Now they might not seem very close at first it did sorta change. The two boys got along and even when he learned about Subaru's other sides Toya didn't seem to mind much. One of these moments ended with him getting stabbed trying to stop Subaru from hurting someone else. He seems to be able to mostly keep him under control. Toya's body is still painful now, but he doesn't care. Toya had escaped the hospital with Subaru to go to another school. Anything to escape his mother. That woman had tried to track him down even after he left which wasn't surprising. He hated hiding from her but Toya didn't do anything else.
All he could do was keep running with Subaru. The school is a good place for him, but he's only worried about Subaru, trying to make sure he doesn't get out of control again. Subaru is the only one that is important to him out of people he knows.
Nope! Nothing! Nada.
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